lexi_girl

I haven't posted in forever....I haven't been keeping up with my diet...I guess because I'm still smoking weed....Today is my last day! I'm starting P90X maybe today or tomorrow...I need to lose this weight before Summer...I dunno what I'm going to do if I don't. AGH..if being perfect was easy I guess everyone would have a beachbody...

My New Years Resolution is to lose the last 10-15lbs...I think I can do it...I must do it.

I'm sitting here chillin and I've gained weight back...I think I'm goin go on another diet soon ...

I need to boost my self esteem and lose 10lbs...I didn't realize how hard it is when ur depressed to get off ur ass and workout. Ahhh...I feel so bad about my self...

I've completely fell over the diet. I've started smoking again. That doesn't help. I feel soooo disgusting.

I was down to 125lbs but somehow I gained 2 lbs so I'm back up to 127lbs....AGhh....I started taking Xenadrine it is a diet pill it gives me a lot of energy which is good because I tend to workout more if I have energy. I hope I can drop 10-15 lbs within two weeks....Wish me luck.....

I have been wanting a texting buddy as have most of the people on here...lol Well, my number is 18564660995 if anyone wants to text me go ahead lol

Hey Guys + Girls...

It's been a couple weeks since I last posted..I made a mistake in my relationship and had to go through a couple weeks of hell. It was my fault and I understand that...I don't know what I was thinking...I have a wonderful husband and almost ended up divorced...So the dieting thing went out the window for the past couple weeks....agh....I'm going to try and get the energy to start working out...

Brittany aka Lexi_girl

I think I'm going to fast today...I think I can do it...I think if I keep busy it will take my mind off of eating,,,,

i need to stop smoking (weed) it makes me eat to much and doesnt help when I want to lose weight. lol I'm gonna stop smoking.....